Yesterday was a upper body workout. My legs weren't hurting as bad as the previous two days. Overall the day went well. I'm not going to say much about Day 5 since it's pretty much over and done with.
Today is Day 6, I started this morning by going down the basement and doing my cardio workout on my treadmill. I am not too happy with that treadmill but it'll have to do for now. It has a lever button that adjusts the speed of the belt. That makes it hard to exactly control the speed. The basement was a lot warmer than the gym. I am not sure if it was from being too warm or just being a bit worn out. I couldn't quite complete the last jogging burst. However, my heart monitor watch said that I burned 223 calories. I guess that is going to put me at over a 1,000 calories burned for the week.
After, I got done with my workout, I fixed breakfast and got dressed to go to my Weight Watchers meeting. I have dropped .8 lbs. It was a bit of a disappointment after all the hard work that I had done last week. But hey, it's a weight loss right so that is good. My hopes are that at some point during this challenge that I will see a bit of a bigger weight loss at the scale. I would be absolutely thrilled if I could get back to my goal weight by the end of this challenge.
The Weight Watchers meeting was about self-control this week. So that made me do a bit of thinking about my past week. I did exercise a lot of self-control. It could have so easy to give in to all the temptations. I think what helped was knowing that in just a few days I will have a free day and I can enjoy myself to a point with certain foods. I am just trying to figure out what I want. Might be a pizza night.
While I was at the meeting, Deb the leader, had a certain quote on her flipchart that really hit home. I wrote it in my pocket guide so that I'll remember it. The quote is "Forgive the past, accept the present, and embrace the futrure." What this means to me, is that I need to forgive myself for allowing myself to gain over 20 lbs back to the weight that I lost. I need to accept the way that I am and my future, well that is going to be a new, healthier and stronger me! It is just going to take a lot of hard work and time to get there.